As the anticipation for the upcoming race builds, one runner steps out in faith and asks the two girls standing beside her if she can pray for them. Soon after, the gun goes off and the three of them are competing in the 60m at the SEC Track & Field championship.
Faith Gilbert, a senior on the Mississippi State Track & Field team, recalls this moment from a year ago.
“I just felt the Holy Spirit tell me to pray for the person to my left and my right. There was so much beauty in that moment when I did. To me, I was praying a simple prayer, but I felt the Lord telling me ‘you never know how this could impact them,” Gilbert said.
Gilbert speaks about that one step of obedience and how she’s seen her boldness grow.
“I can’t say that every time He’s told me to do something like that I’ve always done it - whether it’s fear, not wanting to do it, or not wanting to look crazy,” Gilbert says. “But the more that I’ve obeyed, the more I’ve seen good fruit come from it.”
But her story starts at birth, with a family whose focus was on their faith. From church every Wednesday and Sunday, to a dad who was a pastor and a mom who was a first lady, Gilbert grew up with an emphasis on faith. Prayer was instilled at a young age and memorizing verses was a routine.
It wasn’t until high school that Gilbert saw a pivotal moment in her life that led her to find faith on her own.
“I visited this church that changed it for me. The way that the Word was preached shifted my perspective on things. I was used to it being about religion with a more law-based emphasis. It was like, ‘If you do good, then God is going to bless you,’ says Gilbert. “It wasn’t until I started to hear that a personal relationship with God was possible, which was something that I had never really experienced, where it really changed for me.”
Something that Gilbert believes a lot in is prayer. Growing up, she missed the intentionality of it - only praying every now and then or when she felt she needed something. But in high school, as her relationship with God grew, so did her belief in the power of prayer. She believes that the development of a relationship with the Father is through communication with Him.
She quotes a statement she loves about prayer,
“Prayer is not a monologue, it’s a dialogue,” says Gilbert. “The more that you pray and hear His voice, the more He’ll be able to show you.”
One of the things that she felt the Lord speak to her was during Covid. She felt that God was telling her to “Go” about something she had always wanted to do. Gilbert obeyed and she now runs an Instagram account she calls NowFaith.
NowFaith, a blog she still runs, found its name from a verse she recalls from childhood.
“Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.” (Hebrews 11:1)
The significance of the verse is found in its context. This verse, one of the very first verses her dad told her, has stuck with her since his passing when she was just 8 years old.
“I felt like that was the perfect verse and the perfect name to build NowFaith for.” says Gilbert. “I really wanted to do it for encouragement and inspiration while including biblical truth.”
Even in the difficult times, Gilbert encourages people to have faith in God, to trust in Him, and believe in Him even when we don’t understand. She looks at her testimony and points to a specific verse.
“And we know that all things work together for good...” (Romans 8:28)
“I know that’s a verse we tend to use a lot in bad circumstances, but He really does.” Gilbert said. “I’ve seen some of the most tragic things, some of the most heartbreaking things happen in my life and others, but sometimes the lesson and blessing that has come from it is amazing.”
Her testimony lies in the heartbreak of the passing of her father. As an 8-year-old, she was angry at God, not able to fully understand why He took him. It was then in high school, when she started to embrace God as her Heavenly Father. She realized that even though her natural father was gone, the Heavenly Father says that He will be “the Father to the fatherless.” (Psalm 68:5)
“That was one of the hardest things I had to go through, losing my father, but the blessing in that was for me to draw closer in my relationship with God. For whatever reason, I don’t know why, He had to take him away, I don't know why our relationship was so short-lived, but I still believe that God worked all things together for good,” Gilbert said.
“I want to encourage someone who may be going through a difficult time that while you're in it - you can’t really see or think clearly because there’s so many different factors going on,” Gilbert goes on to say. “Like Peter when he was walking on the water, he was fine as long as he was focused on Jesus, but it wasn’t until he got distracted by everything going on around him - the winds and the waves - that he began to sink. (Matthew 14:22-36) So not to say that you shouldn’t acknowledge what’s going on around you, but that you should be intentional about where your focus is.”
She says that whenever she feels like she’s sinking, she raises her eyes and fixes her gaze back on Him, and that’s when she can feel Him pulling her back from the place she was drowning in.
In the past, Gilbert looked at her testimony and felt as though the importance was dimmed compared to those who’ve walked through the fire. But now she encourages others that every testimony is important. She believes someone else may be in the exact same situation you’ve already walked through and they may need to hear the hope you’ve found in Jesus through that.
“Somebody who may not have lost their father might not connect with my story in the way someone who has would,” says Gilbert. “They would understand the void it leaves. And I know that it can be filled by really letting the Lord be your Heavenly father.”
“Don’t discredit your testimony and the power of God to save through it. There's somebody God’s going to lead you to who needs to hear it.”